I’m on my break, and I’m reading my book. I am utterly a complete nerd for old english novels. Queens, Kings, Courts, etc. But as I sit here and read, I’m reading about deaths that could have been so easily cured if they had lived this time and day. Death due to childbirth? Holy, thats so sad. I haven’t had a close situation, but reading about death, and miscarriages so...
I can't help but smile wryily
to the ghost of a neck nuzzle. Oh shit. This isn’t good at all. I want to forget, but its so hard. But then again. I haven’t started my day yet. Here I come day! Lets make the most of you, and put a smile on my face.
NOW, of all times
people come back for spring break.. as soon as I’m getting ready to leave for Irvine. Wah. Oh well. Off to Zayds birthday bbq, and dinner with the girls!
That is an acronym M and I came up with today. Spontaneous Significant Other. We had a wonderful day of sponteneity and dropping money to go to Six Flags. SO fun. Its almost surreal that we spent the later afternoon riding roller coasters and judging people all day. Lots of talks, and so much more to type about later so I can reflect. Aries love <3
The letter M
FACEBOOK is my worst enemy. Just spent 10 mins of my life stalking all the M’s in my life. Sigh. And it doens’t help that I’m watching The Perfect Dress on TLC. Oh me, oh my. I want a man in my life. I can’t wait to get married, and these dresses! I should look into my dress appointment.. Lol. But for now, lets find me a new man.
I finally had a moment during my break where I had time to sit in front of my TV and just veg out. This is wonderful, but really weird at the same time. Is facebook my worst enemy? I see all these pictures of girls on boats in teeny weeny bikinis and I am bombarded with thousands of insecurites. Why am I so fat? Why can’t I look that good in bikinis? Why aren’t I getting drunk 24/7?...
I am going to Vietnam for my TWO of my cousins wedding!! IM SO EXICTEDD! I haven’t been back in forever. I am more than ready to wear the traditional dresses- fitted and measured as soon as we get off the plane. Vietnamese resorts are top notch too. I am so ready for the beaches and pampering to come.
Valentine by Kina Grannis Lyrics
Love, it’s a special day We should celebrate and appreciate That you and me found something pretty neat And I know some say this day is arbitrary But it’s a good excuse to put our love to use Baby, I know what to do Baby, I will love you I’ll love you, I’ll love you Love, I don’t need those things I don’t need no ring I don’t need anything But you with me...
is a beautiful woman. When I say beautiful, I mean that she is a very attractive woman. Apprently, she has been having many men approach her, wanting to court her. She asked me at breakfast, you can’t see other men if you’re married right? You can’t love another man if you have a husband right? I sat there and I didn’t answer- I didn’t look at her. This isn’t...
Funny Website. Thanks Cody!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
I woke up this morning a little light headed. Opened up my computer only to see THE BEST VIDEO EVER on our Bridesmaid Thread (Facebook, you’re freaken amazing). I DIED. I laughed SO hard, and I LOVE my friends. The girls had the time of thier lives last night with at LMU. “I may or may have not __________. That really means I did.” HAHAHAHAHAHAH. OMG. I can’t wait for...
“Remember, he doesn’t like you.” In a way my dream became true last night night. I had dreamed that MQ IMed me, and it happened last night. He told me to go study. It was really nice of him, until again, the one word responses. I didfeel hope when he first initiated the conversation, I didfeel my heart beat out of my chest. But reality check, he does not like me and his menial...
words don't exist: This is what I think that... →
One day, some arrogant bastard started defining things. He started off with bull shit words like, ‘mortality’, and ‘immortality’. Making people believe that there’s a difference, and that we were all “just human”, destined to be flawed. Then he made words like, ‘trial and error’ and… “Stop thinking that we need to find love- and realize that we are made of love; our hearts are...
Bunnies are my NEWEST obsession. They’re so small and cute, and fluffly, with huge ears! The downside is that they poop pellets. Sigh, I shall never own a bunny rabbit, but at leat I have cuteoverload to satisfy my cute needs! But on a side note, I woke up this morning feeling like this- stressed and a little tense. You can see it in her face! I will previal. BRING IT ON PSYCH 9A
I had a FABULOUS day, doing absolutely nothing. It was so nice, it felt like break all overe again. But one phone call can really turn everything upside down. Buh. I feel really guilty, but I’m confused and frustrated at the same time. (insert name) is such a fickle person. I’ve been used to this for a long time. Making plans and last minute changes or disppearing for hours on end. Is...
IM GOING TO BUY LADY GAGA TICKETS
I AM SO EXICTED!!! FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I’M NOT GOING TO RELY ON THE GIRLS TO GET MY TICKETS. I AM GOING TO DO IT MYSELF. AND THE EXCITING PART IS I MIGHT BE ABLE TO BRING A FRIENDD!! ITS A LITTLE PRICEY BUT I PPL MORE THAN WILLING TO THROW DOWN MONEY. AHHHHHHHH!!! EXCITMENTTTT!!!!!
Life (as of now)
As much as I moan and groan about how much I hate my life. And how unhappy I am. My life isn’t all that bad. As awful as this may be, I used some of the closests peoples personal experience around me as examples of why my life isn’t so bad. I am a healthy, eating young woman. I accept me for who I am, and I am not in rehab for an unstable mental state of mind, anorexia (my mother...
I'd like to say don't hold me if you don't really...
wordfxuck: but then, I fear, I’d never be held…
Is it weird
Is it weird that I feel like a week has been an eternity? Is it weird that I still want to talk to you? Is it weird that I find comfort knowing that Aries and Cancer aren’t compatible? Is it weird that I wish you aren’t happy with out me? Is it weird that that I feel like I’m the only one who has ever gone through this? Meh. I’m so weird. You say that we’re...
Let’s see how you respond to this.
I’m in a whiney mood right now.
My friends boyfriend is taking her to England. I envy the Notre Dame lifestyle.
I had the weirdest dream last night. I was in my “room” all of a sudden. I walk in a New York styled apartment, with red brick walls, and lots of white furniture to contrast with accents of light green. Hannah is asleep, because we share our room, and I walk over to a room. As I walked through I was aware of Hannah sleeping on another bed, that was propped in the adjacent room-...
I woke up this morning, 15 minutes to spare til 9 am. I decided to take a shower. Wake up. 9:05, still no email. 9:07, CP/HA/RA Selection — Notification Letter. “Dear MONIQUE VI, We would like to thank you for participating in the 2010-2011 CP/HA/RA Selection Process. We were very fortunate this year to have a strong pool of qualified candidates. Each year there are many...
should probably get off tumblr and start studying…
if i ignore you, don't ignore me back. try and get...
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Today was a fabulous day. I helped with the Urban Festival, and had responsibilities of my own. I had an agenda. I had places to be, people to see. It was fabulous. But once I had nothing to do, and my day will now be committed to studying, I ran in A. He is MQ’s BEST FRIEND who goes to UCI. Talk about awkward turtle. The reason why it was so awkward was because I was walking to the...
Call me Mr. Facebook, I can make yo grades drop.
I must say, I am one happy camper. I don’t think I remembered the last time I felt so light, so free, so careless. I walk around and smile. I have absolutely no thoughts in the back of my mind, except of mindless, selfish thoughts- what to eat, what to study, who to see. Today was a beautiful day. The sun was out, the sky was blue (the result of blue photons scattering at all angles...