Thoughts on My Life

Since I’ve been doing everything BUT studying right now, I decided to look through my other tumblr. I burst into silent laughter in the Science Library- you know, the kind where you throw your head back with mouth open wide while making no sound at all.

I read a post where I said that I was so infatuated with someone I wasn’t able to sleep, tossing and turning at night. Honestly, reading this blog, it made me realize how fickle and non-permanent feelings are. I completely forgot about this UCLA guy, and I’m living life just fine without him.

Crushes and infatuations never stick around. They come and go. This makes me wonder, is it the same for love? I’ve never experienced love, or anything close but I do hope that its not the same. I hope that love is something that lasts for a life time and something never to be forgotten.

First kisses, first date. These are memories that you remember fondly. You laugh when you tell them to your friends, and you smile back at the whole situation. Is a first love a memory also? Or is a first love something that takes up a part in your heart creating your essence of being?

ANYWAYS, I digress. What I want to end with is that I’m boy crazy and seem to have a new crush every month. I think I’m like this cause I haven’t experienced selfless love yet. Until then, crush of the month it will be!

Girls really like it when you walk curbside to them. You keep us safe along the street and can protect us at given moment. We notice it when you do this.

Trust me. 100% gentleman.